Diaristic.
It's so odd to look at this blog and to realize how much I have moved on. Even the last entry, still dripping with anxiety, seems far more distant than it actually is. This week I froze, literally from the cold, and also I slept a lot, too much in fact. Am I trying to slow down time? This has been by m.o. in times of stress, but it never works nor is it a satisfactory course of action. And yet there is a part of me that values this non-linear conception of life. It has no 'use' value, which is precisely I fall into it instinctively. Or I might just be lazy. But honestly, it's amazing how rapidly things are moving along, based upon my standards, that I need to stop and think about things and write about them which is why I'm still keeping the blog.
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